Ethan always said I wasn’t built for war.
“You’re the guy who counts bullets,” he laughed once, clinking his beer against a glass I didn’t raise. “Not the one who fires them.”
He wore his deployments like medals, each scar a punctuation mark in the story of his courage. I wore mine as silence.
No one claps for the analyst who never leaves the bunker. No one cheers for the ghost behind the feed—the one who sees the explosion five seconds before it happens, who types coordinates with shaking fingers while praying the delay isn’t fatal.
But sometimes ghosts write the last line.
The banquet hall smelled like starch and nostalgia. Veterans in dress blues and polished shoes filled the rows; families whispered over coffee in foam cups. A banner hung crooked over the stage: “Heroes Among Us.”
Ethan stood front and center, crisp uniform, medals shining like small suns. He spotted me near the back—hands in pockets, no dress code for the forgotten.
He grinned.
“My little brother,” he told the colonel beside him, loud enough for the room to hear. “The one who keeps spreadsheets on bravery.”
Laughter. Friendly. Sharp.
He turned back to the colonel. “Delta guys wouldn’t last a day behind a desk, huh?”
But the colonel didn’t answer.
His gaze had fixed on me—eyes narrowing like someone spotting a ghost through fog.
He took a step forward.
“Wait,” he said. “Your brother’s name is Noah Carter?”
Ethan blinked. “Yeah. Why?”
The colonel’s jaw worked. A murmur rippled through the front row—men in dress greens straightening as if under inspection. One of them—older, scar down his cheek—rose to his feet.
“Sir,” he said quietly, voice rough as gravel, “that’s the Reaper from Doha.”
The room changed temperature.
Ethan’s grin faltered.
The colonel saluted me—not a courtesy nod, not symbolic. A full, sharp, regulation salute.
Every veteran in the front row followed.
And for the first time in a decade, my brother didn’t have anything left to say.