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“How can I help you, sir?”

Cormack Hale did not answer at first.

The words were simple. Ordinary. A polite question asked thousands of times a day beneath fluorescent hospital lights. But for a man who had built his life around certainty, strategy, and control, they stopped him cold.

How could she help?

She could take him back nine months and make him less afraid. She could place him again in Brin Holloway’s small apartment behind Vesper Row, with rain tapping against the fire escape and Brin standing barefoot by the kitchen sink, asking him to choose one honest thing before he walked out the door.

She could make him answer differently.

She could make him stay.

Instead, Cormack stood before the nurses’ station in a dark tailored coat with his hands open at his sides, feeling for the first time in years that he had no authority at all.

The nurse studied him over the rims of her glasses. “Sir?”

He forced his voice to work. “The woman they just brought in. Pregnant. Black hair. Her name is Brin Holloway.”

The nurse’s expression tightened, not with alarm, but with caution. “Are you family?”

The question was a blade slipped neatly between his ribs.

Family.

He had no legal claim. No ring. No shared address. No signed hospital forms. No right to cross any line unless Brin had placed his name somewhere in ink, and why would she have? He had made himself a ghost in her life.

Cormack swallowed. “I’m—”

He stopped.

Behind him, Royce hovered several steps back, face impassive but eyes alert. Down the hall, Yara’s voice rose, sharp with irritation, calling his name again. Somewhere beyond the sealed doors, people were trying to keep Brin alive.

The nurse waited.

Cormack heard himself say, quieter than he intended, “I don’t know what I am.”

The nurse’s expression shifted. Not softened, exactly, but changed. She had probably seen every kind of panic a person could wear. Husbands who shouted. mothers who prayed. boyfriends who lied. strangers who cared more than blood relatives did. Whatever she saw in him made her lower her voice.

“Then I can’t give you information,” she said. “Not without the patient’s consent or documentation. You may wait in the family area.”

“She’s thirty-eight weeks,” he said.

The nurse looked down at the chart in front of her.

Cormack leaned slightly closer, fighting to keep urgency from turning his voice rough. “They said PPCM. What does that mean?”

The nurse hesitated. “Peripartum cardiomyopathy. It can happen late in pregnancy or shortly after delivery. It affects the heart’s ability to pump blood properly.”

A dull ringing filled his ears.

“Her heart?” he repeated.

“I’ve already said more than I should,” the nurse replied. “Please wait down the hall.”

Cormack nodded once, though he had not agreed to anything. His gaze moved past her shoulder toward the corridor where Brin had disappeared.

“Sir,” the nurse said, and there was a firmness in it now. “You can’t follow them.”

He looked back at her.

Twenty-two years of his life had taught him there were always ways through locked doors. Money found hinges. Fear opened rooms. Names bent rules. But Brin was not cargo on a dock, not a witness to be moved, not a contract to be negotiated.

She was a woman he had hurt.

And somewhere beyond those doors, a child existed because of one night he had allowed himself to forget what his life did to everything gentle that came near it.

Cormack stepped back.

“Where do I wait?” he asked.

The nurse pointed to a smaller room across the hall. “There. Someone will come out when they can.”

He turned without another word.

Yara caught him halfway there.

She moved quickly despite her claimed pain, her heels clicking hard against the floor. Her face, normally composed in the kind of beauty that had been trained by mirrors and attention, was flushed with anger.

“Are you serious right now?” she demanded under her breath. “I tell you I’m in pain, and you run after some woman on a gurney?”

Cormack did not stop walking.

Yara stepped in front of him. “Who is she?”

He looked at her then.

Yara Salcedo was not foolish. Spoiled, perhaps. Ambitious, certainly. But not foolish. Her eyes searched his face and found too much before he spoke.

“Someone I knew,” he said.

Her mouth parted slightly. “Someone you knew.”

“This isn’t the time.”

“No, I think it’s exactly the time.” Her voice stayed low, but each word had a sharp edge. “Because everyone in that hallway saw you freeze like the world ended.”

Cormack glanced toward the nurses’ station. “Lower your voice.”

Yara gave a humorless little laugh. “Of course. Appearances.”

He almost told her that appearances were the least important thing in the hospital at that moment, but he could not summon the patience to explain what he barely understood himself.

“Royce will stay with you,” he said. “The doctor can examine you. I’ll be close.”

Yara stared at him.

“You’ll be close,” she repeated.

Cormack’s jaw tightened. “Yara.”

“No.” She folded her arms across her stomach. “Don’t use that voice with me. I know that voice. That’s the voice men use when they think they can put a woman on a shelf and come back when it’s convenient.”

The words landed too close.

His eyes flickered, and Yara saw it.

Her anger dimmed, replaced by something colder. “Is the baby yours?”

The corridor seemed to narrow around them.

Cormack did not answer fast enough.

Yara’s face changed completely.

“Oh,” she whispered. “Oh, that is… that is unbelievable.”

“I don’t know,” he said, though even as he spoke, he hated himself for the cowardice of it.

Yara stepped back as if the space between them had become necessary. “You don’t know. But you know.”

Cormack looked away.

At the end of the corridor, a doctor in blue scrubs pushed through the maternity doors, speaking to someone on a phone. Cormack’s whole body turned toward him, but the man disappeared into another room before Cormack could intercept him.

Yara watched the movement.

For one strange second, all her anger seemed to drain, and something almost like fear crossed her face. Not fear for Brin. Not exactly. Fear of what this meant for her own carefully arranged future.

“My father won’t like this,” she said quietly.

Cormack looked back at her. “Your father doesn’t belong in this.”

Yara’s laugh was thin. “Cormack, my father belongs in everything he decides to belong in.”

“Not this.”

“You think you can separate your life into rooms? This room is clean, this one is dirty, this one is business, this one is personal?” Her eyes shone now, though whether from pain or fury he couldn’t tell. “That woman is lying behind those doors, and you are standing here pretending the walls obey you.”

He had no answer.

A nurse approached Yara with a clipboard. “Ms. Salcedo? We can take you now.”

Yara didn’t move. Her gaze stayed fixed on Cormack.

“When I walked into this hospital,” she said, “I thought the worst thing that could happen today was some diagnosis I didn’t want to hear.”

Cormack frowned slightly. “What diagnosis?”

Her face closed. “Go wait for your ghost.”

Then she turned and followed the nurse down the opposite hallway.

Cormack watched her go, unsettled by the last look she gave him. Not jealousy. Not only jealousy. There had been something else beneath it, something guarded.

Royce came closer. “You want me with her or with you?”

“With her,” Cormack said automatically.

Royce’s brows lifted a fraction.

Cormack exhaled through his nose. “Discreetly. No pressure. No calls to anyone. Especially not Salcedo.”

“Understood.”

Royce left.

Cormack entered the family waiting room alone.

It was small, painted a pale blue that tried too hard to be calming. There was a coffee machine in the corner, a stack of outdated magazines, a box of tissues, and a window facing the gray skeleton of another hospital building. Two women sat together near the window holding hands. An older man slept with his chin on his chest. A young father in a sweatshirt paced near the doorway, whispering into his phone.

Cormack chose the chair farthest from everyone.

Then he sat with his elbows on his knees and looked at his hands.

They were steady.

That disturbed him more than shaking would have.

His hands had always been steady. At seventeen, when he stitched his own shoulder after a knife fight he never reported. At twenty-three, when he signed the paperwork for his first legitimate company over breakfast while two federal agents sat at the next table pretending not to watch him. At thirty-two, when his older brother Declan died and everyone turned to Cormack before the coffin was even lowered, waiting to see what kind of man would replace him.

His hands had been steady the night he left Brin.

She had stood in that narrow kitchen with the little yellow lamp casting warmth across her face, and she had looked unbearably young and unbearably brave.

“You don’t have to decide forever,” she had said. “Just tonight. Stay tonight and tell me the truth.”

“The truth won’t help you.”

“That’s not your choice to make.”

“It is when I’m the danger.”

She had stared at him then, her eyes wet but unblinking. “You don’t get to hurt me and call it protection.”

He remembered the way those words had followed him down the stairwell. He had paused on the landing, one hand on the rail, almost turning back.

Almost.

The cruelest word in any language.

His phone was gone. He remembered hearing it hit the floor but had not picked it up. It didn’t matter. For once, there was no call he wanted to take.

A sound made him lift his head.

Across the waiting room, an elderly woman in a beige cardigan was watching him.

She sat very upright despite her age, a purse clutched in her lap. Her hair was pinned back with old-fashioned care, and her eyes were a pale, clear blue. She looked familiar in a way that made him uneasy.

“You’re him,” she said.

Cormack slowly straightened.

The young father by the doorway glanced over, then looked away.

The woman’s voice had not been loud, but it carried.

Cormack studied her face. “Do I know you?”

“No,” she said. “But I know enough.”

He rose carefully, not wanting to tower over her but unable to remain seated. “Are you here for Brin?”

Her mouth tightened around the name. “I’m her aunt. Mae Holloway.”

Brin had mentioned an Aunt Mae once, maybe twice. A woman from Rockford who sent homemade jam and birthday cards. Cormack had never met her because he had kept his life with Brin confined to hidden hours and back entrances, as if secrecy made the tenderness less real.

“Mae,” he said quietly. “I’m Cormack.”

“I know who you are.”

There was no admiration in it. No fear either. That was rare enough to hold his attention.

He lowered himself into the chair opposite her. “How is she?”

Mae’s eyes flashed. “You think they tell me everything? I’m not her mother. I’m the woman who came when she finally stopped pretending she could do this alone.”

The words struck him harder than if she had raised her hand.

“She was alone?” he asked.

Mae stared at him. “What did you think happened after you left?”

Cormack’s throat worked. “I didn’t know she was pregnant.”

“No. She made sure of that.”

Something in him recoiled. “Why?”

Mae’s laugh was quiet and bitter. “You really have to ask?”

He looked down.

Mae leaned forward slightly, gripping her purse. “She said if you knew, you’d either think she was trying to trap you or you’d try to solve the baby like a problem. Money. Security. Arrangements. Men at doors. Rules. She said she couldn’t bear either one.”

Cormack closed his eyes briefly.

That sounded like Brin. Not because she was proud, though she was. Not because she was stubborn, though she was that too. But because she had always seen through him with terrifying accuracy.

“I would have helped her,” he said.

Mae studied him. “Would you have loved her?”

He opened his eyes.

The question sat between them, small and devastating.

Before he could answer, the maternity doors opened again.

A woman in a white coat stepped into the hallway and scanned the waiting area. “Family for Brin Holloway?”

Mae rose so fast her purse nearly slipped.

Cormack rose with her.

The doctor’s gaze moved from Mae to him. “And you are?”

Cormack felt Mae looking at him.

He said, “Someone who needs to know if she’s alive.”

The doctor had tired eyes, kind but guarded. “I’m Dr. Sloane. She’s alive. She’s very ill, but she’s alive.”

Mae pressed a hand over her mouth.

Cormack felt the room tilt and right itself.

“And the baby?” Mae asked.

Dr. Sloane inhaled. “The baby’s heart rate has been showing distress. Brin’s heart is under significant strain. We’re stabilizing her now, but delivery may become necessary very soon.”

“Cesarean?” Mae whispered.

“Possibly. We’re trying to decide the safest timing.” Dr. Sloane looked at Cormack again. “We need medical history. Any cardiac history? Blood pressure issues? Prior fainting? Any known family conditions?”

Mae shook her head helplessly. “She didn’t tell me much. She didn’t want me worrying.”

Cormack heard his own voice before he knew what he was saying. “She had dizzy spells.”

Both women looked at him.

He continued, the memory surfacing with painful clarity. “Last winter. She said it was because she skipped meals during late shifts. Once at the club she leaned against the bar and went gray. I told her to go home. She laughed it off.”

Dr. Sloane’s attention sharpened. “Did she complain of shortness of breath?”

“Sometimes. On stairs.” Cormack’s hands curled slowly at his sides. “I thought she was tired.”

“Any chest pain?”

“She said pressure once. Like something heavy.” He swallowed. “I didn’t ask enough.”

The doctor did not comfort him, which he appreciated.

“Anything else?” she asked.

Cormack searched backward through every stolen evening and casual remark he had failed to value at the time.

“She hated lying flat when she slept,” he said. “Used two pillows.”

Dr. Sloane nodded. “That helps.”

Mae looked stricken. “How could I not know?”

“These symptoms can be mistaken for late pregnancy discomfort,” the doctor said gently. “And some patients minimize what they feel.”

Brin would. Of course Brin would. She had once worked a full shift with a burned wrist wrapped in a dish towel because the other bartender’s mother was sick and the rent was due.

Cormack looked toward the doors. “Can I see her?”

Dr. Sloane’s face became professional again. “She’s conscious on and off. I can ask.”

Mae spoke before Cormack could. “Doctor, he is not—”

“I know,” Cormack said.

Mae turned to him, eyes bright. “Do you? Because she cried for three weeks after you vanished. Then she found out she was pregnant and cried because she still missed you, which made her angry enough to stop crying. She built that nursery by herself. She took extra shifts until her ankles swelled. She learned to assemble a crib from a video because she said she was done needing anyone. So don’t stand here and act like a closed door is the worst thing that ever happened to you.”

Every sentence landed with quiet precision.

Cormack accepted them. There was nothing else to do.

“You’re right,” he said.

Mae looked almost more irritated by that than she would have been by denial. “Don’t agree with me like it fixes anything.”

“It doesn’t.”

“No, it doesn’t.”

Dr. Sloane glanced between them. “I’ll ask Brin whom she wants to see. Please wait here.”

She disappeared again.

Mae lowered herself back into the chair, suddenly looking older.

Cormack remained standing.

The waiting room clock ticked with absurd cheerfulness.

Minutes stretched.

Cormack thought of Brin building a nursery. Brin carrying boxes. Brin standing in some small apartment with instructions spread across the floor, refusing to call him. Had she chosen a color? Had she sung while she worked? Had she rested one hand on her belly when the child moved and wondered whether the baby would have his eyes?

The thought nearly broke something in him.

“What did she choose?” he asked.

Mae looked up.

“For the nursery.”

The older woman’s expression shifted, grief and fondness crossing it together. “Green. Not mint. She was very particular about that. Sage, she said. Calm but not boring.”

Cormack almost smiled.

That sounded like Brin too.

“She didn’t know whether it was a boy or girl?” he asked.

“She knew. She just didn’t tell many people.”

The question pressed against him, but he didn’t ask it. It felt like a privilege he had not earned.

Mae watched him struggle and seemed to understand.

“A boy,” she said at last.

Cormack’s breath left him.

The room blurred slightly at the edges.

A son.

He had spent his life ensuring there would be no soft pieces of him left exposed for enemies or rivals or hungry allies to use. Then, without his knowledge or permission, life had created one anyway.

A son.

Mae looked down at her purse. “She named him already.”

Cormack’s voice was rough. “What name?”

Before Mae could answer, the doors opened.

A nurse stepped out. “Mr. Hale?”

Cormack turned.

“Ms. Holloway is asking for you.”

Mae closed her eyes.

Cormack did not move immediately. He had wanted this, and now that it was granted, fear rooted him to the floor.

The nurse waited.

Cormack looked at Mae. “I won’t upset her.”

“You already have,” Mae said, but her voice had lost its edge. “Don’t do it again.”

He nodded.

Then he followed the nurse through the doors.

The hallway beyond was colder, brighter. Machines hummed behind curtained bays. The air smelled of antiseptic, latex, and something metallic beneath it. Doctors moved with controlled urgency, their faces focused but not panicked. That helped him breathe. Panic was contagious. Competence was too.

The nurse led him to a room near the end.

“She’s weak,” she said softly before opening the door. “Keep it brief. No arguments. No emotional strain.”

Cormack nodded.

The nurse pushed the door open.

Brin Holloway lay propped against white pillows, an oxygen tube beneath her nose, monitors attached to her chest and arm. Her hair had been pushed back from her damp forehead. Her face was pale, almost translucent, but her eyes were open.

Those eyes found him at once.

For nine months he had survived by not seeing them.

Now there was nowhere to hide.

“Cormack,” she said.

His name sounded different in her mouth than it did anywhere else. Less like a title. More like a wound.

He stepped inside, and the nurse closed the door behind him.

For a moment, he could not speak.

Brin’s gaze moved over him slowly, taking in the coat, the tie, the expensive shoes, the familiar restraint in his posture. Then her mouth curved faintly, not quite a smile.

“You look terrible,” she whispered.

A laugh caught in his throat and nearly became something else. “You always did know how to flatter me.”

Her eyelids lowered briefly, as if even that small exchange cost her. “I didn’t think you’d be here.”

“I came with someone else.”

“I saw.”

Of course she had.

Shame moved through him, hot and silent.

“Brin—”

“Don’t.” Her eyes opened again. “Not yet. I don’t have strength for the speech where you explain why everything hurt for my own good.”

He flinched.

She saw that too.

The monitor beside her kept its steady rhythm, indifferent to every human failure in the room.

Cormack stepped closer, stopping beside the bed but not touching her. “I’m not here to defend myself.”

“Good.”

“I didn’t know.”

“I know.”

That surprised him.

Brin looked toward the ceiling. “Aunt Mae called me stubborn. She was right. I thought about telling you every day for a month. Then I thought about what your life would do to a baby. Then I thought about what your guilt would do to me.” Her hand shifted on the blanket, resting over the rise of her belly. “So I chose silence.”

Cormack stared at her hand.

The baby moved beneath it.

A small, rolling motion beneath the hospital blanket.

Cormack stopped breathing.

Brin noticed. Something fragile crossed her face.

“He does that when voices change,” she whispered. “Especially deep ones.”

Cormack slowly looked at her. “He?”

Her eyes filled, though no tears fell. “A boy.”

He gripped the rail of the bed, not because he meant to, but because standing unaided suddenly seemed like a skill he no longer possessed.

“Brin,” he said, and his voice broke on her name.

She turned her face away.

“No,” she said. “Don’t make me feel sorry for you. I can’t. Not today.”

“I’m sorry.”

“I know that too.”

The words were not forgiveness. They were a fact laid carefully between them.

Cormack nodded once.

A few seconds passed with only the machines speaking.

“What did you name him?” he asked.

Brin’s eyes flicked back to him. “I didn’t put it on paper yet.”

“But you chose.”

She hesitated.

“Yes.”

He waited.

Her fingers flexed over the blanket. “Elias.”

Cormack closed his eyes.

Elias.

A name with warmth in it. A name that belonged to someone who might grow in sunlight rather than shadow.

“It’s a good name,” he said.

“I chose it because it was mine to choose.”

He opened his eyes. “I won’t take that from you.”

“You don’t get to take anything from me.” Her voice remained soft, but the strength beneath it was unmistakable. “Not his name. Not decisions. Not the right to be his mother.”

“I know.”

“Do you?”

He met her gaze. “I’m learning very quickly how little I know.”

That answer seemed to catch her off guard.

For a moment, Brin looked past the man he had become and saw the younger one he had buried. The one who used to sit in the locked office above the club after closing, listening to her talk about music and bad tippers and how Chicago looked almost kind after midnight. The one who had once fallen asleep on her couch with his head in her lap because he trusted her enough to be tired.

Her expression softened, then tightened as pain crossed her face.

Cormack took half a step forward. “What is it?”

She breathed through it, slow and shallow. “Nothing new.”

“That doesn’t answer me.”

“It’s the answer I have.”

The door opened and Dr. Sloane entered with another physician Cormack had not seen before, a tall man with graying hair and a calm presence.

“Brin,” Dr. Sloane said, “this is Dr. Patel from cardiology. We’ve reviewed your latest readings.”

Brin’s hand tightened over her belly. “Tell me.”

Dr. Patel came to the bedside. “Your heart is working very hard. The medications are helping some, but not enough. The baby is also showing signs that he isn’t tolerating the situation well.”

Cormack watched Brin’s face.

She did not panic. Her fear went inward, becoming stillness.

“What are you saying?” she asked.

“We think delivery is the safest next step,” Dr. Sloane said gently. “Soon. Likely within the hour.”

Brin nodded slowly, absorbing it.

Cormack’s chest constricted. “And after?”

The doctors looked at him.

Brin did too.

Dr. Patel answered carefully. “After delivery, we continue treating her heart. Many women improve with proper care, but this is serious. The next twenty-four to forty-eight hours will matter.”

Brin closed her eyes.

Cormack felt the old reflex rise in him. Demand the best surgeon. Move resources. Call names. Control the uncontrollable through force of will.

Instead, he said, “What does she need from us right now?”

Dr. Sloane looked mildly surprised, then approving. “Calm. Consent. Information. And someone she trusts nearby, if she wants that.”

Brin opened her eyes.

Cormack did not ask. He would not place that weight on her.

But Brin looked at him for a long moment and said, “Stay until they take me.”

His heart twisted.

“I’ll stay.”

The doctors explained the procedure in clear, measured language. Brin asked practical questions. Would she be awake? Could the baby be held near her? Would Aunt Mae be told? What if something changed?

Cormack listened, memorizing every answer. Not because information guaranteed safety, but because ignorance had already cost too much.

When the doctors left to prepare, the room became quiet again.

Brin looked exhausted.

Cormack moved a chair closer but did not sit until she gave the smallest nod.

He sat beside her bed.

“I saw Yara,” Brin said after a while.

Cormack looked down. “I’m sorry.”

“You don’t owe me an apology for having a life after me.”

“Yes, I do.”

She studied him. “No. You owe me an apology for leaving without enough courage to be honest. The rest…” She paused to breathe. “The rest is just what people do when they don’t know how to be alone.”

That was more merciful than he deserved and more painful than an accusation.

“She’s Aurelio Salcedo’s daughter,” he said.

“I know who she is.”

His eyes lifted. “You do?”

Brin’s expression became guarded.

Before she could answer, the baby moved again. Her breath caught, but this time not from pain. She looked down at her belly, and despite the tubes, the monitors, the fear, a smile transformed her face.

There she was.

Not the woman abandoned. Not the patient surrounded by machines. Brin.

“Hi, sweetheart,” she whispered.

Cormack looked away because the tenderness felt private.

Brin noticed.

“You can look,” she said.

He turned back slowly.

She took one careful breath, then another. “You can put your hand here if you want.”

Cormack did not move.

The offer was too large.

Brin’s eyes held his. “Just for a second. Before everything gets busy.”

He stood as if approaching something sacred. His hand hovered over the blanket until Brin took his wrist and guided him to the right place.

The warmth of her hand around his wrist nearly undid him.

Then the baby moved beneath his palm.

Cormack Hale, who had faced prosecutors, rivals, betrayal, grief, and power without blinking, bowed his head over the side of Brin Holloway’s hospital bed and covered his mouth with his free hand.

No sound came out.

But Brin saw.

Her own eyes filled.

“He’s real,” she whispered.

Cormack nodded, unable to speak.

A knock came at the door, and the nurse stepped in. “We’re almost ready.”

The moment broke gently rather than sharply.

Brin released his wrist. He stepped back, wiping one hand over his face before turning fully toward the nurse.

“Aunt Mae?” Brin asked.

“She’s right outside,” the nurse said. “We’ll bring her in for a minute.”

Mae entered moments later, already crying but trying not to. She kissed Brin’s forehead, smoothed her hair, called her “my brave girl” in a voice that trembled. Brin held her aunt’s hand and whispered instructions about a hospital bag, a phone charger, a folded yellow blanket in the outer pocket.

Then her gaze shifted to Cormack.

“The blanket,” she said. “It’s for Elias.”

“I’ll make sure he has it,” Cormack said.

Mae glanced at him, surprised by the steadiness of that promise.

The medical team arrived soon after. The room filled with motion: forms, monitors, soft instructions, the rolling stand of equipment. Cormack moved out of the way. He understood now that love, if that was what this still was, did not always mean stepping forward. Sometimes it meant knowing when to step back.

As they began to wheel Brin from the room, she turned her head toward him.

“Cormack.”

He was beside her instantly.

Her lips were pale. “Whatever happens, don’t let your world decide who he becomes.”

The words entered him like a vow.

“It won’t,” he said.

“No,” she whispered. “Promise me.”

He leaned closer, so only she could hear. “I promise.”

Brin searched his face, perhaps looking for the lie he had once hidden behind gentleness.

This time, she seemed not to find it.

Then they took her through the doors.

Cormack stood in the hall long after the last wheel vanished around the corner.

Mae remained beside him, one hand pressed to her chest.

Neither spoke.

The waiting began again, but it was different now. Before, Cormack had waited like a man expecting to receive information. Now he waited like someone whose life was being rewritten without his permission, line by line.

He found Brin’s hospital bag in the corner of the room, as instructed. It was canvas, faded at the seams, with a small embroidered moon on the front pocket. Inside were folded clothes, a worn paperback, peppermint lip balm, a phone charger wrapped with a twist tie, and beneath it all, a yellow baby blanket soft as breath.

He lifted it carefully.

Something slipped from between its folds and fell to the floor.

A small envelope.

His name was written across it.

Cormack stared at the handwriting.

Mae, standing in the doorway, saw it too.

“That wasn’t there before,” she said.

Cormack bent and picked it up.

For a moment, he could not open it. The envelope felt heavier than paper had any right to feel.

Mae came closer. “Maybe she meant to give it to you.”

“Or maybe she meant never to.”

The waiting room sounds seemed far away now.

Cormack slid one finger beneath the flap and opened it.

Inside was a single sheet of stationery, folded once.

The letter began with his name.

Cormack,

I don’t know if you’ll ever read this. I don’t know if I want you to. That probably sounds unfair, but fairness was never something we were good at giving each other.

I’m writing it because the doctor said stress is bad and secrets are stressful, which means I have to put at least one of mine somewhere outside my body.

The baby is yours.

I know you’ll count the months and figure it out, because numbers have always been easier for you than feelings.

I didn’t tell you because I was afraid of what you would become if you found out. Not cruel. Not careless. Worse than that. I was afraid you would become certain.

Certain that money could fix fear. Certain that protection could replace presence. Certain that loving us meant surrounding us until we couldn’t breathe.

But there’s another reason too.

Cormack stopped reading.

His eyes remained fixed on that last line.

Mae touched the back of a chair. “What does it say?”

He read on.

There is something I never told you about the night you left.

Someone came to see me after you walked out.

Not one of your men.

Not a stranger.

Yara Salcedo.

Cormack’s blood went cold.

The hallway around him seemed to lose all sound.

Mae whispered, “What?”

Cormack’s eyes moved down the page, each sentence pulling the floor farther from beneath him.

She knew I was pregnant before I did.