THE SOUND OF RUNNING WATER AT 2 A.M.
1. A Marriage Many Doubted
On the day Daniel Wilson and I held hands and walked into our wedding ceremony, many people shook their heads in doubt.
Daniel was only 25 years old, two years younger than me. He was tall, gentle, and carried a calmness beyond his age. But in the eyes of others — especially distant relatives and acquaintances — a 25-year-old man was still too young, too immature to shoulder the responsibilities of marriage.
“Marrying a younger man will only bring hardship later.”
“Men under thirty don’t know how to care for their wives and children.”
“He’ll get bored in a few years — just wait and see.”
I heard every word.
And yet, I still married him.
Because from the day we fell in love until the day we became husband and wife, Daniel had never once made me cry because of him. He never made grand promises; instead, he showed his love through actions. When I was sick, he took time off work to take me to the hospital. When I was exhausted, he cooked. When I was anxious, he listened in silence.
I believed I had chosen the right man.
We rented a small two-bedroom apartment in the suburbs of Seattle, paying $1,800 a month. Life wasn’t luxurious, but it was warm.
Until I became pregnant.
2. Fragile Months of Pregnancy
My health had never been strong. I’d been frail since childhood, prone to dizziness and fatigue. When the pregnancy test showed two lines, I felt joy mixed with fear.
The doctor warned that my pregnancy was high-risk and required close monitoring.
I struggled to keep working until my fifth month. Standing up or sitting down made me dizzy, nausea followed me constantly.
The day the doctor spoke firmly:
“You must limit physical activity and rest more. Otherwise, there’s a high risk of miscarriage.”
I froze.
My job brought in about $2,500 a month, helping Daniel cover rent and daily expenses. Quitting meant the financial burden would fall entirely on his shoulders.
That night, sitting on the bed, I said anxiously:
“Maybe I can keep working a little longer…”
Daniel set the bowl of soup down and looked at me for a long time before shaking his head.
“No. Money can be earned later. You and the baby can’t be risked.”
From that day on, I stayed home to rest.
Every morning, Daniel woke up at 5 a.m. He prepared breakfast, lunch, and even dinner for me, neatly packed into containers. Some mornings when I woke up late, I opened the fridge to find notes:
“Heat the chicken soup for 2 minutes.”
“Eat the salad before taking your medicine.”
“Please rest — don’t clean.”
Only then would he leave for work.
In the evenings, he came home, changed clothes, and immediately started cleaning, doing laundry, wiping floors. I lay on the sofa with my legs propped up, watching him move back and forth.
He even took on freelance work at night to earn extra money. Some days, I noticed how much thinner he’d become.
I felt heartbroken and said:
“You should rest more. I’m worried about you.”
Daniel smiled and rubbed my head.
“Don’t worry. I’m a man — this is nothing.”
At the time, I didn’t think much of those words.
I never imagined how deeply they would move me later.
3. The Day Our Child Was Born
I had a C-section.
The surgery went smoothly, but afterward came weeks of persistent pain. Every time I tried to sit up or turn over, it felt like my wound was being pulled apart.
I had no parents anymore. I was an only child, with no siblings.
Daniel’s parents lived nearly 2,000 kilometers away, in another state. They offered to have me go back to their hometown for postpartum care, but Daniel refused.
“I want my wife and child with me.”
“I can handle it.”
From the day our baby arrived, Daniel became even busier.
During the day, he worked his main job. At night, he took extra work. When he came home late, he still fed the baby, changed diapers, and prepared milk.
I never missed a meal. He searched online for postpartum meal plans, carefully writing them down. Each day brought a different dish, balanced and nutritious.
Sometimes, staring at the table, tears fell without me realizing it.
4. A Wife’s Silent Guilt
Feeling sorry for him, I tried to help with housework.
When Daniel cooked, I reheated the food. When he washed clothes, I washed the baby’s diapers. Every time he saw me touching water, he frowned.
“Don’t do that. You just gave birth — touching water too soon will cause problems later.”
I smiled and secretly helped whenever he wasn’t looking.
I didn’t want him to collapse from exhaustion because of me.
Some nights, Daniel came home close to 11 p.m., completely drained. Yet he always checked on the baby first, watching our child sleep before eating.
Lying in bed, listening to the sound of dishes being washed, the running water, my heart felt both warm and painfully tight.
5. The Sound of Water at 2 A.M.
That night, I woke up at 2 a.m.
Not because the baby was crying.
But because of the sound of running water in the bathroom.
Startled, I thought I might have forgotten to turn off the faucet. Worried about the water bill and Daniel’s workload, I forced myself to get up despite the pain in my abdomen.
I quietly stepped out of the bedroom.
The bathroom door was slightly open.
And what I saw made me freeze.
Daniel was squatting on the floor, a basin of water in front of him. His head was lowered, his hands moving quickly as he washed our baby’s diapers. Sweat dotted his forehead; his T-shirt was damp.
My throat tightened.
I stepped closer and whispered shakily:
“Let me do it…”
Daniel looked up in surprise, frowning.
“Why are you up?”
I reached for the diaper, but he pulled it back, his voice unusually sharp:
“I couldn’t sleep, so I did it myself. Otherwise tomorrow you’d get up to do it and wouldn’t get any rest.”
That was it.
I couldn’t hold back anymore.
Tears poured down as I covered my face and sobbed.
After childbirth, I had become more sensitive. But this wasn’t just sensitivity.
It was heartbreak.
Heartbreak over my own weakness.
Heartbreak over my husband carrying everything alone.
Heartbreak over how silently he endured without complaint.
Daniel panicked, quickly drying his hands and pulling me into his arms.
“Why are you crying? Did I speak too harshly?”
I shook my head, choking on my words:
“I love you… and I feel so useless…”
Daniel held me tighter, his voice deep and steady:
“Don’t say that. I do all this so you won’t suffer. If you suffer, then I’m the useless one.”
6. A Fleeting Thought
I rested my head against his chest, listening to his heartbeat.
At that moment, a thought flashed through my mind.
Should I go stay with his parents for a while?
So Daniel could have help.
So he could rest.
So I wouldn’t be a burden.
I didn’t say it out loud, but tears kept falling.
Daniel gently stroked my hair and whispered:
“Sleep. I’m here.”
The sound of running water had stopped.
But the sound of love in my heart lingered on.
END
Some men don’t speak romantic words.
They love through silent actions —
like washing diapers at 2 a.m.,
just so their wife can sleep a little longer.
